Faith

FAITH

This is my oldest, Lane. He has made me have more faith day by day. Before becoming pregnant with him I found out I had endometriosis and would have problems getting pregnant. We did get pregnant once on our own, that baby didn't make it. I took medication and we prayed for another little blessing and then we were blessed with this little guy.

The beginning of my pregnancy was scary. I had a huge cyst bc of the meds I had to take to get pregnant. I was so worried I'd lose this baby too. I had a wonderful friend that really helped me through it. She came over and we would hold my belly and pray. I was about to have to have surgery to remove this cyst while pregnant and the dr. did an ultrasound and the cyst was almost completely gone! God did it! He saved my little guy. The dr. couldn't believe his eyes! I could though bc all that praying had given me peace and I knew God was going to take care of it all. I gained so much faith while pregnant with this one.

He is also my little monster. He is as stubborn as the day is long! I think God gave him to me before giving me the twins bc he knew I'd have faith that I could handle 2 at a time if I handled Lane! I love this boy to death but he tests me everyday. He is so strong-willed and wants to do what he wants. My husband reassures me that this is a good thing and he will not be pressured into things as a teen. I have to have faith that this is true. I have to have faith that this one won't make me lose my mind! He is not that bad but he can be a stinker. I love him to pieces though and wouldn't have him any other way, well maybe I would have him pottytrained!